SPAZtazmik14

Love is pain falling rain like the hearts before me shredded in misery dipped in the finest

These times are changing and I can't quite explain, but the emotions it is bringing me creep into the visceral of my brain As the days become nights I am blinded by fate There is not enough light to guide me Trotting through the seasons blinded by beauty nervous to step out of line afraid I will fail my duty Growing old I cannot see because all the change, the wondrous change distorts who I am supposed to be.

They want what they like Greed is just a word for me Desire makes pain

I'm sick of being the one left out. I'm tired of all these nights spent crying. I didn't want to be in this fall out. I'm done with wishing I was dying. I don't want to hear your wasted words. I don't want to feel, what I know hurts. I just want to be left alone, And to stop pretending I'm a stone. Your voice is killing me. You spread these lies, like a disease. I try not to go down willingly, But soon enough I'm begging on my knees. I'm through with all of these names. I don't want to hear them anymore. I don't want to play these twisted games, That leave me broken on the floor. I thought that I could trust you. I used to th

if i could somehow go back in time, i don't know that i even would. all i know is my memory is blind and my future is still misunderstood. i hate what you've done to me, but it's whats made me who i am although i'd trade it all for the memory of me as a child with my Gram. i can't recall a single day of child me, and my grand father but no one cares anyway so why do i even still bother you see in case you haven't heard by now he's long since passed away of course you wouldn't care anyhow he wasn't your grandfather anyway but i care and cry all night long because i was left with nothing no memory, dream, or favorite song i'